Short on patience and grace. Finding it hard to repay the continual debt to love one another. Knowing I have many things to be thankful for, but unable to keep still. Needing to be where I am. But wanting to check out. #escapecompletely
I want to sulk in disappointment, be defiant, stay willfully disobedient. To be honest, I feel like a whiny kid going, “but why?? Do I have to??” because it’s easier than being responsible adult me. This kind of attitude prevents productivity, or fruitfulness.
To change, I got to have ‘want-to.’
Not right now, I don’t.